I don’t understand my life or the version that chose you

Nov 5, 2009

So that whole going to bed early to catch up on sleep? Didn’t pan out because my body decided to fuck me wake me up at 6:54– yes in the morning.

Anyway, I figure it’s best to get this blog out of the way now, before I get off and spend the next few hours after that working on homework. I don’t know how I feel about this new schedule. I thought I’d love it, but honestly it feels as if I don’t have time for anything. I get up usually around 10ish and puts around the house for a bit, log on to work at 1:30 and then work until 8:00pm. After which I spend about an hour or two with Robby watching shows or going to the store, etc, then I have to sit down and do homework, which lately if I’m lucky I finish by 11:30pm. After that I’m so wiped I don’t want to do anything, either in the house or on Ecstasy so I’m really hoping that something breaks and I get used to it or figure out a better way to not feel so absolutely drained.

I am so glad that tomorrow is Friday. I feel like this week has dragged on and on. I think that’s what I miss most about having Tuesdays and Wednesday as days off. It just seemed like the week went faster. I don’t know why. While, I’m glad I’m able to spend weekends with Robby, it also sucks because it feels like the week is never going to end. I guess you have to take some good with the bad.

In other news, I finally purchased my upgrade to Windows 7 Professional for my desktop. I’m downloading it right now and then I’ll have to modify a file and burn it to disc so I won’t have to do a full install and can just upgrade and not worry about losing any of my files or having to reinstall yet again. That’s what I hate the most… having to reinstall everything, so I hope this trick works. If not well then I guess I’ll be reinstalling.

Work in the new department for the most part is going well, though I detest having logged in one day to find that they had dual skilled me without asking my permission, nor increasing my pay. I’m sorry, but when did I agree to do 2 jobs? So I e-mailed my supervisor and told her that I wanted to focus on the current department and current project and had no interest in being dual skilled. She hasn’t gotten back to me, but so far I haven’t gotten very many calls from the other department today so I think perhaps she just changed my skill set without telling me.

Alright, I suppose I should get back to work. I have 2 hours and 17 minutes left. Here’s hoping it goes by fast.