Nov 15, 2009
Today has been a good day. Robby and I went and had Tippanyaki and also went to B&N so we could use the 25% off coupon that expired today. We had a good time and I discovered my love for Tokyo Iced Tea! So yummy.
I’m sad though because he leaves on Saturday and it breaks my heart. I don’t do well when he goes away. Seriously. This is why he could never been a truck driver or do anything that meant he’d be away from me for long periods of time. I don’t sleep well and usually end up with about 2-3 hours of sleep at most. Ugh, I’m so sad. The last time he’s been away from me was when we moved out here and that was the hardest thing ever. I hated it. Bleh, I am not looking forward to this– not at all. =(
So I started to work on crafting jewelry and I’m pleased with the results. I still have a lot to learn but a lot of people liked what I made so I’m hoping once I get good enough I’ll be able to sell them relatively easily but we’ll definitely have to see. I don’t think it should be too much of a problem though.
Alright I’m going to finished my drink and postwhore some more on Ecstasy– activity has been awesome these past few days!
Nov 14, 2009
Tonight was a very much needed night, er is a very much needed night. I’m drinking, I think I need it. It’s been a long time since I let myself be this free, this uninhibited, so yes this is helping. A lot.
Nov 12, 2009
I am so incredibly exhausted that I nearly went to bed without blogging which would have ruined my streak. I’m glad I stopped to think about it, otherwise I would have probably been pretty upset over it. Today was just bleh. Actually this whole week has just been bleh and I don’t know why. I’m not sure why I can’t put my finger on it but all I know is that I don’t like it. I think part of it has to do with my frustration at work and my disappointment that despite the fact I moved departments to get away from my old department, I’m still forced to take calls from that department. It’s beyond frustrating.
They keep telling us it will just be until the call volume increases because it’s a new division, but I guess no one stopped to think how the fuck that’s going to happen when we only handle 3 call types and the rest get transferred elsewhere. Explain to me how our volume is supposed to increase if our responsibilities don’t either. It just doesn’t make sense. 
All I know is I’m glad that tomorrow is Friday. Having to get through work is going to be like pulling teeth, but at least once I’m done with it, I’ll have the weekend to recoup. We don’t have any plans, except maybe to stop by the bead store in town so I can pick up some chain to make bracelets, but other then that it’s going to be a mellow weekend which is exactly what I need.
Though now that I’m reminded, I wanted to look on Craigslist for a old junkard desk to have something to use for my crafts. I think I’m going to go do that now.
Nov 11, 2009
Today was a weird day. Or maybe I just felt that way I don’t know. It was just a strange day. I don’t think going to bed at 4:30 in the morning and then waking up at 10:00am helped, but I did managed to power nap for an hour so that helped some. We’ll see what time I end up crashing today. Hopefully I’ll get sleepy around 1ish, but I doubt it. 
It was a pretty mellow day today. I didn’t do much. Work was offering voluntary time off, so I took it because I’m trying to get as many days of peace before the holiday season kicks in full force. So not looking forward to that at all. Hopefully it’s over soon. At least I can cross my fingers and hope, heh. I’ve become quite the addict of Farmville. It’s terrible because I’ve been avoiding it for so long, but got sucked in somehow. Oh well. At least it’s one more thing to pass the time!
Oh my beads should arrive tomorrow which means I can focus on working on trying to get better at the jewelry making. It’s not as easy as it looks– especially when you have to make loops! Those are the hardest, but I am determined to be successful at it! I also plan on taking up baking when the New Year starts. I really want to get into it and start making my own stuff so that will be one of my resolutions I suppose. I think it will be a good one. 
Robby graduates from school next year and it seems like it’s taking forever. Lol. Maybe that’s because baby fever has hit me again and I want my own little bundle of joy. Ugh, I hate when I get like this, it’s terrible. Especially since I have to wait, which sucks, but I do understand the logic as to why I should. It doesn’t make it any easier though. =( Oh well, that’s life. Alright, I think I’m going to watch V since I keep forgetting to set the damn Tivo to record it. 
Nov 10, 2009
The stupidity and desperateness of people astounds me sometimes. Take my ex for instance. He’s so lonely that he’s willing to fall for his ex (the one before me) despite the fact that’s a manipulative bitch and was in a serious relationship, which she so conveniently started to have problems with once he expressed that he may be interested. It’s pathetic on her part and pathetic and desperate on his. I have advised him that he’s being a moron, but he refuses to listen, so I pretty much just told him, okay well we should stop talking then. I’m not about to be your sounding board for that matter given that you know how I feel about it and that it won’t change. Sorry, but if you want to be an idiot, that’s fine. I’m not going to be dragged down with you because you refused to listen.
In other news, I found out today that the department I am in does in fact have holidays off if the stores are closed, so that means I don’t work Thanksgiving nor will I be working Christmas, which thrills me like no other. This means we’ll probably drive out and spend Christmas weekend with my mother-in-law in San Diego. It should be fun and I’m looking forward to it. I think I might request the following Mon and Tuesday off as well, but we’ll have to see. I want them off so I can go to Lamp Lighter, drink, and sing my guts out. Hah. How sad is that? Lol. Shh, don’t tell anyone. Teehee!
Well, I’m off to watch Lie to Me and perhaps climb into a bed a little bit earlier tonight; we’ll have to see about that one though.
Nov 9, 2009
Today was a much needed day to myself. I’ve been so exhausted and worn out that I just needed a day where I could laze about and not worry about anything at all. It was nice and I definitely need more days like it, but I don’t see that being the case now that Robby and I have the same days off. As Danika put it on Ecstasy, now that Robby and I have the same days off, we do more together, which means the days go by faster, and the weekend I should have had, feels like it never happened. Bleh. I guess the good comes with the bad? In any event, I think this weekend should be pretty mellow but we’ll see.
I can’t believe it but I was looking at the calendar today and realized that Robby is going to be leaving me in 2 weeks time. 
That makes me incredibly sad. It seems like the end of the year arrived so fast and I didn’t see it coming. I can’t even believe it. What’s even more unbelievable is that we’ve almost been in this house for nearly a year. It’s crazy to think about it. Just wow. But yeah, I guess time flies when all is right in the world and you’re happy. Course knowing my luck shit’s going to come crashing down, but hey I’ll take what I can get, when I can get it. 
Well I’m still sad that I don’t get a Thanksgiving this year, but it is what it is. If I happen to have Christmas off, then we’ll go out to SD and have turkey and stuffing at my mother-in-law’s house, but we’ll have to see. It’s going to be odd not having turkey this year. I love me some turkey, lol. I am crossing my fingers we’ll be able to go out, but I’m not holding my breath either. Oh well one can definitely wish, I suppose.
Alright, I am going to see about adding my stamp collection to this site. I’ve been putting it off, but if I don’t get drunk enough first, I may be safe.
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